It takes a lot of courage to spend nearly 6 years of life advising other people on their relationship problems and motivating others to get along with someone, telling them tips and tricks. I did try to get myself I this massacre once but massively failed. To be honest, it was an act of immaturity from me where I never thought about the future and the possible consequences and fell for someone who was still a kid, a kid who was not even in Matric/10th grade.
Although I'm quite happy that I'm single and it's by choice but sometimes there are some feelings that get the better of you. Sometimes, as I lay down trying to get some sleep before I'm ready again to face this cruel yet funny world, there are many things that run around my mind. I feel that there should be someone with whom I can share all that crappy and weird stuff running in my mind, regarding my past and my future plans. A person who can listen to all that crappy stuff I have to offer. A person who then in return does the same and in the end we laugh at each other's weirdness. A person with whom I can share things I can't share with my best friends. A person who is there for me every time and vice versa. A person with whom I can fight and then try to make it up with them with anything I could possibly do.
*screeeeeeech* Think I got so much deep, had to apply breaks there. The bottomline is that sometimes I think that I should be committed to someone too especially when I hear about people having relationships for more than 5 years but on the other hand, I'm quite happy the way I am. I don't have the stress of giving time to anyone in this hectic schedule of mine and my first priority has always been my career. I will look into this matter after I get the much wanted articleship and I start pursuing my career. I'm quite happy with the friends I have as most of them are always there to help me out whenever I need them.
To those of you wondering why am I writing all this if I don't want to be in a relationship, I'm totally against Arranged Marriages. I mean, c'mon everyone. Its the 21st century and how could you think that someone will start a whole new life with someone they have never known or never ever seen? Get a life people, it's not like shy old times of 1980s. It's the age of social networking, get over your small mentality. Ok, I'm off topic again I guess but I just laid out all that was inside me as I tried to not get myself angry and screaming because of the rage created by boredom. Some signs of sleep appearing in my eyes, I should be respecting them as they come very rarely to me these days.
Although I'm quite happy that I'm single and it's by choice but sometimes there are some feelings that get the better of you. Sometimes, as I lay down trying to get some sleep before I'm ready again to face this cruel yet funny world, there are many things that run around my mind. I feel that there should be someone with whom I can share all that crappy and weird stuff running in my mind, regarding my past and my future plans. A person who can listen to all that crappy stuff I have to offer. A person who then in return does the same and in the end we laugh at each other's weirdness. A person with whom I can share things I can't share with my best friends. A person who is there for me every time and vice versa. A person with whom I can fight and then try to make it up with them with anything I could possibly do.
*screeeeeeech* Think I got so much deep, had to apply breaks there. The bottomline is that sometimes I think that I should be committed to someone too especially when I hear about people having relationships for more than 5 years but on the other hand, I'm quite happy the way I am. I don't have the stress of giving time to anyone in this hectic schedule of mine and my first priority has always been my career. I will look into this matter after I get the much wanted articleship and I start pursuing my career. I'm quite happy with the friends I have as most of them are always there to help me out whenever I need them.
To those of you wondering why am I writing all this if I don't want to be in a relationship, I'm totally against Arranged Marriages. I mean, c'mon everyone. Its the 21st century and how could you think that someone will start a whole new life with someone they have never known or never ever seen? Get a life people, it's not like shy old times of 1980s. It's the age of social networking, get over your small mentality. Ok, I'm off topic again I guess but I just laid out all that was inside me as I tried to not get myself angry and screaming because of the rage created by boredom. Some signs of sleep appearing in my eyes, I should be respecting them as they come very rarely to me these days.
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